Today I wept for a short while
Today I finally realized that I had to let my youngest "do his own thing"
A hard realization to be sure.....
What he wants to do is not important....what is important is that he believes that it's something that he must do.....despite my pleas to the contrary....so I have let him go...in a manner of speaking.
It brings to mind yet again something that my doctor... years ago...said to me when I was in the same position with my oldest.
His reply to my angst...."Let go and let God".....something which I have done without fail since he said that to me.
It's just that with the youngest....it's so much more difficult......so difficult.....